While I'm waiting for John Carter to load,
I come across here to say hi :)
Before that, I'd got the mood to scan some old memories so I did :)
Scrolled back through some previous post
realized how childish I was, once
and threw a few glances on those old pictures...how ugly...

I do notice something not very significant but enough to surface
_time has really changed me_
and thanks to my not_very_attractive life, I'm more consistence in surviving.
I really hope that something interesting is gonna strike me

Dreaming is off. Too many things had happened recently.
Relentless endless sleepless nights...What can I say?

Living, you can't run away from problems and it hits like sea waves,
one after another without even giving you a chance to gasp for air.
I keep telling myself to be strong,
I am growing up and that is a good thing, its not that bad after all :)
Time is going to buy me experiences :) Take time.

Here's the interesting part :D hehehe...
I found out an interesting pretty girl on Facebook a few months ago.
She is really gorgeous and we had a few nice chat :)
omg, I'm feeling like 13 again!!! shit you
yeah of course I'm not the lucky one, I haven't met her in real life yet~
That bastard has
c'mon, at least I know this VGYW do exist.

NOTE : FRIEND. NO OTHER INTENTION AT ALL

really hoping to meet such lovely creature and snap a photo of her, smiling ^^
and hoping is just hoping, usually it is not going to work.
I'm not lack of self-esteem, I'm just understanding the fact that
in life, its not always about forcing and pushing forward.

Simple says, I don't consider every pretty girl to be my future girlfriend.
Okay? There is much more to be in concern, even though my besties urge me to have one.
For me, finding one is not like finding a toy or a puppy dog. Its a long-term relationship.
I don't and won't understand what modern-minded people think nowadays,
all I know is I take this thing seriously and prettiness is not the only concern :)

Ram : "When was your last one?"
Me : "That was three years ago."
Ram : "C'mon mate, you know well how to say it. Ya' gettin' dry, find one!!"
Me : "Not in a rush at all ^^ I'm still young."
Ram : "Thats da' point, you are missing the whole fun part"

Mate, fun time is over and we're grown-up now. Its not a game for me any more.

Call me an old hag, call me a conservative, close minded guy
call me an idiot for not having fun by dating random girls
Call me a nerd, a geek, working-maniac or whatever hell it is.

Let me be responsible for my life, my family and my company.
and now I'm going to be responsible by watching John Carter
since I'd load it before writing this Progressing post.
Have a nice day.

Sincerly,
Your most-hated Jake.