Mask

Whats the point saying I love you when the reality shows that I can't have my chance?
Whats the point begging for chances when there are still so many peoples out there were desperately need it?
Whats the point saying that I desperately need a chance to have you, but the main point is I want you to happy?

I can't get it...the atmosphere are getting me suffocating,
I'm at the crossroad of nothing..
I don't even get it...I don't even know what I want...
hiding words that I wanna say, hiding feels I wanna show
like wearing a mask of solid sins...
and my head feels heavy with that "mask" on.

I remember those I've said...inspiring everyone to take off their "mask"
but now? I can't even take off mine...embrace me...
I still need a cover smile to get my days go on like nothing happen...
like "oh look! Jake is here and he is SMILING ~" duh... Tired